This Drama Is Fiction: My year on the other side.
What happened in six weeks in Seoul, one year in Kyoto and three months in Spain.
Now I'm a hapless intern in a company in Japan.
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"real men dont rape" actually, real men do rape. they do. men rape. it isn’t done by ~fake mythical special brand of evil~ men, it’s done by real men, men who may seem nice, men who you think you can trust, men you know, men who you’re close to. real men do rape. that’s the problem
Ok after 7 straight days of work, the company competition I was helping to organise is finally over. All the overseas company competitors are going home.
I finally have a day off tomorrow. It’s my ex’s birthday tomorrow. I have to pack and clean everything tomorrow. Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. Actually now it’s 4am, it’s already tomorrow.
There aren’t enough hours in the day for this kind of lifestyle.
acewumbologist thanks for your message! I’m gonna take some time and answer it properly as soon as I have a chance orz
I haven’t posted in ages… Surprised I haven’t lost a bunch of followers already.
Work sucks so bad that I actually want to go back to England already. But it’s given me ideas for future stuff so I’ll stick it out 10 more days
Apparently my Japanese has improved… I really hope so but I can hardly see a difference when I’m still making mistakes and can’t express what I want to say all the time.
Also I might have kind of gotten back together with my ex. Which is why I haven’t posted for a while… I wrote so much bad stuff about him on here, and while I don’t take any of that back (except for a few misunderstandings), I feel like a hypocrite and there’s no way of explaining the situation to anyone who’s been reading my tumblr.
I wouldn’t say he’s changed because I don’t think people can change fundamentally but he’s in a different place from last year when he was sleeping 4 hours a night and not eating from all the exam stress. We’re not going to stay together after I go back to England next week - and this time he understands that - but I guess we’re leaving things open for the future.
It’s his birthday next Monday and yet again I’m stuck with what to get a guy who’s super rich and whose friends are even more super rich. I figured since he’s so romantic I’ll take him somewhere and light some little fireworks or something. I can’t think of anything else
I so did not keep my promises to myself oh dear.
After I wrote that post about my ex yesterday, I started thinking about the things I’d written about him last year so I trawled through this tag:
It is a laugh! (Actually there’s a lot of boring shit I wrote and still tagged him in it but aside from that)
Really, the warning signs are crystal clear, looking back at it!
It’s funny because, besides my better judgement and the whole ex girlfriend pregnancy thing, I kind of found myself attracted to him again hanging out with him this weekend. But after reading through that tag and reminding myself of everything, fuck that!
I’m preeeetty sure he still likes me, or at the very least, he’s in a vulnerable place after what happened with his ex so there is no way I can let anything happen with him. I think too much has changed between us anyway and I hope he can see that…